Saturday, September 27, 2014

Chapter 135: "The Loneliness Factor"

Being alone (not always a good thing); (A red balloon got me out of my depression); Dating; Men giving up what they love; "cunts;" Maybe I am just too odd; The Honeymoon Phase;  Maybe I should leave everyone; Following the darkness; Letting good things happen; Isolation; PhD; Egg Cream; The Official Breakups; Depression; "Yours, Truly;" DarkHorse; move; the trees; a little therapy lesson; Being content; Internet porn; Whiskey sours; Our Tori's Birthday; Bubble baths and Bloody Mary's; Hanging out with the girls; single; Seth Rogen; Defense; Nicole Mackenzie: “Finders Creepers”, who you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/FindersCreepers; Bronte Bernal and her shop "kinkajoue" which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/kinkajoue; "Notions of the Damned" with Jimmy Reed; Reading from my novel "Like the Universe Gasping for Air;" Love and laughter to all; Bye for Now!!!!  :)...<3
P.S.: "Sleepwalker" is my favorite song ever and "American Girl".......:)

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Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Overkill

horror
when i was small
and younger
so much younger
than I am
now
it was easy
to believe
so easy
to find
in my
imagination
the answers
all lined up
in a row
but I
could never focus
long enough
to realize
the thoughts
inside my head
age
has given me freedom
to let
the monsters
come out

The clock
Tick
the hand 5 turns
quarter of
all around
dimly lit
in  a bright room
full of broken
promises

Plain
heavy looks
cold string beans
on a dark
wooden plate
the fork
drifts over
but does
not pierce

Sick
patch
to send out
into the world
again
the miracle
of a beating heart
and a
clear
mind

Strange
sweep aside
this anger
of things
different
and odd
collect the wind
complete the canvas

Thirst
I do not
desire
the hunger
that begs
for more

True
Ah yes
there are
far better worlds
But you
would not
be there
and neither
would I
so, I would
prefer to stay
here with you

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Shed


A moment of thought
Break
into the nothing
collect your
dirt
and scatter
on
into the wind

Soulmates
take me in
deep to 
the depths
there is 
no telling
how much time
we have
but I know
that I want 
to spend it
with you

Opossum
the small
trappings
closely knit 
lovebirds
that fly
at each others
side
never fearing
that they
will rescue
each other
in 
the end

Griffon
The constant
collective
rain
it pours down
with concentration
giving way
to rebirth
how the tables
bond
and waver
in the sway
of favor
and the pity
of red

Adores
We make plans
We stumble
in short steps
before gravity
grabs us
back up again
and reminds
us
that it is
alright
to fall

Sleep
Do we dare
dream
the dream
of impossible
wishes?
Can we make
them true?
Stay alive.
Beating heart.
And everything
will have 
a purpose.

Big
those
these bright lights
pass
curving
into blackness
a solid quiet
with no rush
the stuff
of stillness
beat
beat
breathe
bend
drift








Monday, September 15, 2014

Marc......:)

Met a fan tonight.....Marc, is you are out there....message me.....:)-hj

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Chapter 134: "Fear Leaves Its Dirty Calling Card"

Questioning relationships; Are you missing something right in front of you?; Being happy in your life; Stopping to say "Hello;" Getting older; Being a hermit; "Yours, Truly is ready; Do you believe in love?; A vacation day; My awesome boss; Afraid; Hanging out with the girls; Anique; Can I make it on my own?; I am scared; Angelique from "AngelQ Expressions", which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/AngelQ, www.womenswit.etsy.com, www.IKinRead.etsy.com, www.ABCDestash.etsy.com, www.facebook.com/AngelQShop; Janice and “AhtheMacabre” which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/AhtheMacabre; "Notions of the Damned" with Jimmy Reed; Reading from "Like the Universe Gasping for Air;" Amazing photographs of Jordan's work from "opulentoddities" which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/opulentoddities (and of course on the "Friend's of Myriads of Thought;" Much love to you and yours <3, Bye for Now!!!!!! :)

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