Friday, January 30, 2015

Sungeiby

Swamp
How does one
offer silent shadows
against the freezing
rain
bearing in mind
that I am
alone.

House
I only hope
the bravery comes
soon and
willingly
only over
the rough dirt
built with care

Lines
Dream blue
Setting soil
dream endless
and mercy filled
in complete
sentences

Blonde
Built on
beautiful
doesn't always
work
it is
the consent mystery
that gets noticed

Red
Twinkle
down plastic steps
of melting dust
and rotting foam
and wipe all
away that bother
to speak

Ladder
Shatter
when called
the omens run
scattered in
the opposite direction

Dragonfly
Do
when you trail
sleepless over
the mountains high
ever remember
the cold clutch
of hands
all over
the pale skin
of your beating
heart?
Never fond
we walk
in circles
against the dead
rising fast
holding
the snow
in our pure
transparent fingers
pounding
the ground
for answers
when no one
arrives.



Sunday, January 25, 2015

Spatulism

Axe
There is
a line
within the red
deep blue
almost purple
how it
washes away
what we once
thought
was pain.

Pity
The never
to be far
it creates
a panic
despair
ruffles in
the only soaring
source
of pleasure

Fix
We quiet few
Restless within
the nights of glory
hungry for
the reign
of more
shifting
shifting
down gold
spider webs
bend
at the break

Warm
i declare
this night free
put up
your feet
and set still
from the world
it is only
then
that there
can be
peace.

James
The pattern
stalking back
stalking forth
the graceful cut
clean
and to
the point
with steady hand
made careful

Buddha
I answer
when the rain
comes slowly
only opening
slightly
against the blooming
orange tree

Please
Fly down
past the pasture
over rocky hills
where the wait
digs deeper
everyday.

Saturday, January 17, 2015

Morbid Introspection

Gravity
We ransom veins
haul them
into our
U-haul trucks
and
our moving vans
and for one 
brief moment
we wonder why
the Earth
is round.

Nightshift
She whirls around
viper head
caustic mouth
nothing sweet
or good
in her hatred
of me

Weak
How vacant
do we persist
in the intentions
of others?

Dream
There never passes
only this
brilliant space
dictated
by individual players
why wait
for the day 
to arrive
when night
can be 
so splendid

Kept
The fresh
cut cleavage
waiting for 
misery
engulfed
in the small
structured
flames
of holy men
with strong
mannerisms

Boogeyman
This of all
We run amok
the tingling
in our fingers
of our hands
and we pray
that before bedtime
he does not come
again.

Disease
Stretch by
this awful truth
it leaves
nothing unturned
for the telling
of the eyes
this fruit
we miss
sticky and rotting.  



Thursday, January 15, 2015

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Like the Universe Gasping for Air

The word reality holds much different definitions for one individual as it does for another. What one considers real is based on ones point of view and their correlation to the world around them based in all of the five senses. But, what if your perception of the world around you was distorted? What would happen if you couldn’t rely on your own sense of reality? John has just been in a near fatal car accident. He had several seizures. John could be anyone. Everyman. He is suffering from an illness that he seemingly cannot control which is deteriorating his memory. As we travel within John’s illness, within his life, we try to unravel what is the truth and what is a lie. There is also a great correlation between John is experiencing and what their Australian Shepard/ Border Collie is experiencing, as if she gave him these seizures. We experience the illness of epilepsy in different ways and through different realities throughout the book. Nestled within the lives of these two individuals, Helen and John, we not only come to see their relationship but to understand their individual points of view. Touched by horror and fear, “Like the universe gasping for air,” is a culmination of human endeavors, of what we allow to dictate our emotions and in the end who we love.

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The Dark

Imagine a building encased in history. You are standing at its doors, massive and stone. They open with a thick echo. Your feet support your frame on the cold ground. You walk inside and instantly feel a certain uncomfortable quiver in your stomach. You could swear that someone is standing right behind you-right next to you-staring from above. You turn and look to your left, right and towards the looming staircase in front of you. Nothing. Everything in you says to leave, but common sense gets in your way and you tell yourself to walk ahead. “The Dark” is based upon a true story-slightly fictionalized. In 1832, The Saint Francis of Assisi Orphanage opened as a hopeful and legitimate resource for unwanted and orphaned children. The orphanage was maintained and organized by the priests and nuns of the service. Donations to the church outfitted the orphanage with its supplies plus with its medical provisions. But, after five years the outpour of orphans became overwhelming and so, the church had no choice but to open up its facilities to the mentally impaired as well. The frustrated and mostly rich families with mentally or psychologically challenged relatives or children were only happy to fund the orphanage in exchange for a place to drop off their unwanted problems and release themselves from embarrassment. During a period of time, when mental illness was an unknown factor-the orphanage became an unholy mixture of women, children and men-without any separating walls. Soon, a doctor was brought into the mix and experiments began to be conducted. But, in 1932 Sister Mary Catherine changed everything. She set the asylum on fire and burned it to the ground. Sixty-eight of the eighty children perished in the fire. Not many patients made it out alive and Sister Mary set herself aflame without telling anyone her reasoning. Now, almost eighty years later, all the secrets of the asylum are going to be revealed and nothing will ever be the same again.

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Yours, Truly: A Mother's Son (Volume 1)

William James is a serial killer. But, he is not your basic killer. He is the equivalent of a vampire for the next century, an individual that suffers from Renfield’s Syndrome or the incurable need for human blood. After he murders his fanatically religious mother, who has suppressed him his entire life and who killed his pregnant girlfriend, William begins an incestuous relationship with his half sister that will turn him into an anti-hero by presenting him with the opportunity to redeem himself. After leaving his hometown of Stonecliff, he will continue searching for a balance between the illness and the newly evolved anti-hero that he has become. For William is a Chinmera with two sets of DNA and his male twin living inside of him who craves blood as well. “Yours, Truly” is the story of the James family. A family set upon with black magic and the supernatural. Throughout his search, William meets a woman that accepts him and helps him to both adapt to and understand himself. William is also a writer, and throughout the graphic novel he begins to write his own novel about his life-a book inside a collection of books. “Yours, Truly” incorporates legend, myth, psychic abilities,telekinesis,witches, demons, angels, the devil, genetic mutation, blood fetish, punk, Goth, music, Literature, Buddhism and the question of the existence of God to tell the story of the James family and of one man’s search for resolution within the aspect of himself and his family.

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The Ever

William James is a serial killer. But, he is not your basic killer. He is the equivalent of a vampire for the next century, an individual that suffers from Renfield’s Syndrome or the incurable need for human blood. After he murders his fanatically religious mother, who has suppressed him his entire life and who killed his pregnant girlfriend, William begins an incestuous relationship with his half sister that will turn him into an anti-hero by presenting him with the opportunity to redeem himself. After leaving his hometown of Stonecliff, he will continue searching for a balance between the illness and the newly evolved anti-hero that he has become. For William is a Chinmera with two sets of DNA and his male twin living inside of him who craves blood as well. “Yours, Truly” is the story of the James family. A family set upon with black magic and the supernatural. Throughout his search, William meets a woman that accepts him and helps him to both adapt to and understand himself. William is also a writer, and throughout the graphic novel he begins to write his own novel about his life-a book inside a collection of books. “Yours, Truly” incorporates legend, myth, psychic abilities,telekinesis,witches, demons, angels, the devil, genetic mutation, blood fetish, punk, Goth, music, Literature, Buddhism and the question of the existence of God to tell the story of the James family and of one man’s search for resolution within the aspect of himself and his family.

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