Chapter 135: "The Loneliness Factor"

Being alone (not always a good thing); (A red balloon got me out of my depression); Dating; Men giving up what they love; "cunts;" Maybe I am just too odd; The Honeymoon Phase;  Maybe I should leave everyone; Following the darkness; Letting good things happen; Isolation; PhD; Egg Cream; The Official Breakups; Depression; "Yours, Truly;" DarkHorse; move; the trees; a little therapy lesson; Being content; Internet porn; Whiskey sours; Our Tori's Birthday; Bubble baths and Bloody Mary's; Hanging out with the girls; single; Seth Rogen; Defense; Nicole Mackenzie: “Finders Creepers”, who you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/FindersCreepers; Bronte Bernal and her shop "kinkajoue" which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/kinkajoue; "Notions of the Damned" with Jimmy Reed; Reading from my novel "Like the Universe Gasping for Air;" Love and laughter to all; Bye for Now!!!!  :)...<3
P.S.: "Sleepwalker" is my favorite song ever and "American Girl".......:)

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Overkill

horror
when i was small
and younger
so much younger
than I am
now
it was easy
to believe
so easy
to find
in my
imagination
the answers
all lined up
in a row
but I
could never focus
long enough
to realize
the thoughts
inside my head
age
has given me freedom
to let
the monsters
come out

The clock
Tick
the hand 5 turns
quarter of
all around
dimly lit
in  a bright room
full of broken
promises

Plain
heavy looks
cold string beans
on a dark
wooden plate
the fork
drifts over
but does
not pierce

Sick
patch
to send out
into the world
again
the miracle
of a beating heart
and a
clear
mind

Strange
sweep aside
this anger
of things
different
and odd
collect the wind
complete the canvas

Thirst
I do not
desire
the hunger
that begs
for more

True
Ah yes
there are
far better worlds
But you
would not
be there
and neither
would I
so, I would
prefer to stay
here with you

Shed

A moment of thought

Break

into the nothing

collect your

dirt

and scatter

on

into the wind

Soulmates

take me in

deep to 

the depths

there is 

no telling

how much time

we have

but I know

that I want 

to spend it

with you

Opossum

the small

trappings

closely knit 

lovebirds

that fly

at each others

side

never fearing

that they

will rescue

each other

in 

the end

Griffon

The constant

collective

rain

it pours down

with concentration

giving way

to rebirth

how the tables

bond

and waver

in the sway

of favor

and the pity

of red

Adores

We make plans

We stumble

in short steps

before gravity

grabs us

back up again

and reminds

us

that it is

alright

to fall

Sleep

Do we dare

dream

the dream

of impossible

wishes?

Can we make

them true?

Stay alive.

Beating heart.

And everything

will have 

a purpose.

Big

those

these bright lights

pass

curving

into blackness

a solid quiet

with no rush

the stuff

of stillness

beat

beat

breathe

bend

drift

Marc......:)

Met a fan tonight.....Marc, is you are out there....message me.....:)-hj

Chapter 134: "Fear Leaves Its Dirty Calling Card"

Questioning relationships; Are you missing something right in front of you?; Being happy in your life; Stopping to say "Hello;" Getting older; Being a hermit; "Yours, Truly is ready; Do you believe in love?; A vacation day; My awesome boss; Afraid; Hanging out with the girls; Anique; Can I make it on my own?; I am scared; Angelique from "AngelQ Expressions", which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/AngelQ, www.womenswit.etsy.com, www.IKinRead.etsy.com, www.ABCDestash.etsy.com, www.facebook.com/AngelQShop; Janice and “AhtheMacabre” which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/AhtheMacabre; "Notions of the Damned" with Jimmy Reed; Reading from "Like the Universe Gasping for Air;" Amazing photographs of Jordan's work from "opulentoddities" which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/opulentoddities (and of course on the "Friend's of Myriads of Thought;" Much love to you and yours <3, Bye for Now!!!!!! :)

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