Sunday, March 1, 2015

Our own


Boundless
There stands 
TALL
as an invisible wall
the word
COURAGE

tarnished
how does 
one break
over kindness
so small
dictated by truth
so insignificant
as to utter
a word
the thought
comes back to me
now
how powerful
these seldom felt
promises make us
feel the deepening cold
all the more

Childhood
we run
through blades of grass
like pirates
at sea
never fearful 
of the imposing 
storm

Password
The calm comfort
of home
wanders reluctantly 
in the door
pittering against
the small bridges
where we stand
holding hands

tan
did they solve
the brilliant creature?
suffering needlessly
over pale pink moons
no more the graceful pearl
wise beyond their years
I shrink back
and stillness beats

Rolling
value one
up by seen
press fingers
to glass 
and kiss

stay
how we break
the hearts 
of those we love
more than life itself
over and over
forgetting how precious
they are
those seldom move
or stray
from our side
but sit
quiet and steady
listening to our life
untold
the gradual 
the quick
the haunted frames
coming to paddle
the boat
without any cars
in the bliss filled 
night




Saturday, February 7, 2015

Rattlesnake Jello

weird
the ribs broke off
carelessly
how tired you look
the color
from your eyes
faded
what sweet sound
of music
passes through
thick lips
on the brink
of something
beautiful

Pinkie
Hand me down
the pink teddy bear
from your youth
Place him in careful
hands
that give kisses
every night

Tomorrow
Pluck all lucky habits
old
and forgotten
as they may be
and burn them whole

dirt
you'll find them
inside
twisting towards tattoo
what happened
to your leg
right there?
Don't you know
how you got that?

suds
i end
in bubbles
smiling soap
friendly until
the bitter pop

Loft
why time
oh my
tell me all
about it
on weekends
watching every story
from this real person
on harboring
baked quilts
in pleasant gardens

sit down
where
when I was a kid
were you?
And all else
is an afterthought


Friday, January 30, 2015

Sungeiby

Swamp
How does one
offer silent shadows
against the freezing
rain
bearing in mind
that I am
alone.

House
I only hope
the bravery comes
soon and
willingly
only over
the rough dirt
built with care

Lines
Dream blue
Setting soil
dream endless
and mercy filled
in complete
sentences

Blonde
Built on
beautiful
doesn't always
work
it is
the consent mystery
that gets noticed

Red
Twinkle
down plastic steps
of melting dust
and rotting foam
and wipe all
away that bother
to speak

Ladder
Shatter
when called
the omens run
scattered in
the opposite direction

Dragonfly
Do
when you trail
sleepless over
the mountains high
ever remember
the cold clutch
of hands
all over
the pale skin
of your beating
heart?
Never fond
we walk
in circles
against the dead
rising fast
holding
the snow
in our pure
transparent fingers
pounding
the ground
for answers
when no one
arrives.



Sunday, January 25, 2015

Spatulism

Axe
There is
a line
within the red
deep blue
almost purple
how it
washes away
what we once
thought
was pain.

Pity
The never
to be far
it creates
a panic
despair
ruffles in
the only soaring
source
of pleasure

Fix
We quiet few
Restless within
the nights of glory
hungry for
the reign
of more
shifting
shifting
down gold
spider webs
bend
at the break

Warm
i declare
this night free
put up
your feet
and set still
from the world
it is only
then
that there
can be
peace.

James
The pattern
stalking back
stalking forth
the graceful cut
clean
and to
the point
with steady hand
made careful

Buddha
I answer
when the rain
comes slowly
only opening
slightly
against the blooming
orange tree

Please
Fly down
past the pasture
over rocky hills
where the wait
digs deeper
everyday.

Saturday, January 17, 2015

Morbid Introspection

Gravity
We ransom veins
haul them
into our
U-haul trucks
and
our moving vans
and for one 
brief moment
we wonder why
the Earth
is round.

Nightshift
She whirls around
viper head
caustic mouth
nothing sweet
or good
in her hatred
of me

Weak
How vacant
do we persist
in the intentions
of others?

Dream
There never passes
only this
brilliant space
dictated
by individual players
why wait
for the day 
to arrive
when night
can be 
so splendid

Kept
The fresh
cut cleavage
waiting for 
misery
engulfed
in the small
structured
flames
of holy men
with strong
mannerisms

Boogeyman
This of all
We run amok
the tingling
in our fingers
of our hands
and we pray
that before bedtime
he does not come
again.

Disease
Stretch by
this awful truth
it leaves
nothing unturned
for the telling
of the eyes
this fruit
we miss
sticky and rotting.  



Thursday, January 15, 2015

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Like the Universe Gasping for Air

The word reality holds much different definitions for one individual as it does for another. What one considers real is based on ones point of view and their correlation to the world around them based in all of the five senses. But, what if your perception of the world around you was distorted? What would happen if you couldn’t rely on your own sense of reality? John has just been in a near fatal car accident. He had several seizures. John could be anyone. Everyman. He is suffering from an illness that he seemingly cannot control which is deteriorating his memory. As we travel within John’s illness, within his life, we try to unravel what is the truth and what is a lie. There is also a great correlation between John is experiencing and what their Australian Shepard/ Border Collie is experiencing, as if she gave him these seizures. We experience the illness of epilepsy in different ways and through different realities throughout the book. Nestled within the lives of these two individuals, Helen and John, we not only come to see their relationship but to understand their individual points of view. Touched by horror and fear, “Like the universe gasping for air,” is a culmination of human endeavors, of what we allow to dictate our emotions and in the end who we love.

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The Dark

Imagine a building encased in history. You are standing at its doors, massive and stone. They open with a thick echo. Your feet support your frame on the cold ground. You walk inside and instantly feel a certain uncomfortable quiver in your stomach. You could swear that someone is standing right behind you-right next to you-staring from above. You turn and look to your left, right and towards the looming staircase in front of you. Nothing. Everything in you says to leave, but common sense gets in your way and you tell yourself to walk ahead. “The Dark” is based upon a true story-slightly fictionalized. In 1832, The Saint Francis of Assisi Orphanage opened as a hopeful and legitimate resource for unwanted and orphaned children. The orphanage was maintained and organized by the priests and nuns of the service. Donations to the church outfitted the orphanage with its supplies plus with its medical provisions. But, after five years the outpour of orphans became overwhelming and so, the church had no choice but to open up its facilities to the mentally impaired as well. The frustrated and mostly rich families with mentally or psychologically challenged relatives or children were only happy to fund the orphanage in exchange for a place to drop off their unwanted problems and release themselves from embarrassment. During a period of time, when mental illness was an unknown factor-the orphanage became an unholy mixture of women, children and men-without any separating walls. Soon, a doctor was brought into the mix and experiments began to be conducted. But, in 1932 Sister Mary Catherine changed everything. She set the asylum on fire and burned it to the ground. Sixty-eight of the eighty children perished in the fire. Not many patients made it out alive and Sister Mary set herself aflame without telling anyone her reasoning. Now, almost eighty years later, all the secrets of the asylum are going to be revealed and nothing will ever be the same again.

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Yours, Truly: A Mother's Son (Volume 1)

William James is a serial killer. But, he is not your basic killer. He is the equivalent of a vampire for the next century, an individual that suffers from Renfield’s Syndrome or the incurable need for human blood. After he murders his fanatically religious mother, who has suppressed him his entire life and who killed his pregnant girlfriend, William begins an incestuous relationship with his half sister that will turn him into an anti-hero by presenting him with the opportunity to redeem himself. After leaving his hometown of Stonecliff, he will continue searching for a balance between the illness and the newly evolved anti-hero that he has become. For William is a Chinmera with two sets of DNA and his male twin living inside of him who craves blood as well. “Yours, Truly” is the story of the James family. A family set upon with black magic and the supernatural. Throughout his search, William meets a woman that accepts him and helps him to both adapt to and understand himself. William is also a writer, and throughout the graphic novel he begins to write his own novel about his life-a book inside a collection of books. “Yours, Truly” incorporates legend, myth, psychic abilities,telekinesis,witches, demons, angels, the devil, genetic mutation, blood fetish, punk, Goth, music, Literature, Buddhism and the question of the existence of God to tell the story of the James family and of one man’s search for resolution within the aspect of himself and his family.

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The Ever

William James is a serial killer. But, he is not your basic killer. He is the equivalent of a vampire for the next century, an individual that suffers from Renfield’s Syndrome or the incurable need for human blood. After he murders his fanatically religious mother, who has suppressed him his entire life and who killed his pregnant girlfriend, William begins an incestuous relationship with his half sister that will turn him into an anti-hero by presenting him with the opportunity to redeem himself. After leaving his hometown of Stonecliff, he will continue searching for a balance between the illness and the newly evolved anti-hero that he has become. For William is a Chinmera with two sets of DNA and his male twin living inside of him who craves blood as well. “Yours, Truly” is the story of the James family. A family set upon with black magic and the supernatural. Throughout his search, William meets a woman that accepts him and helps him to both adapt to and understand himself. William is also a writer, and throughout the graphic novel he begins to write his own novel about his life-a book inside a collection of books. “Yours, Truly” incorporates legend, myth, psychic abilities,telekinesis,witches, demons, angels, the devil, genetic mutation, blood fetish, punk, Goth, music, Literature, Buddhism and the question of the existence of God to tell the story of the James family and of one man’s search for resolution within the aspect of himself and his family.

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Thursday, December 25, 2014

Chapter 139: "Blood and Clots"

Jason; Introductions; Comic books; Horror movies; Supernatural experiences; Dying; Music; Being an artist; Michael Myers; Marvel and DC; How we met?; Best comic ever; Shattered toe; Jabberwalking; Check out Jason's pages: https://www.facebook.com/MarvelCastingCall and http://www.imdb.com/list/ls055945563/; Happy Holidays....Happy New Year....and much love to you and yours.....Thank you...<3...Bye for Now.....<3

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Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Chapter 138: "Fatally Ambiguous"

The infection (a white cell count of 18,000); The serotonin debates; My Thanksgiving; Beginning a new book; The possibility of self publishing; What I am thankful for; Personal space; What is love; I don't sing anymore; Musical instruments; An odd sense of humor; My furry son; Outi: “MoliaMaia” who you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/MollaMaia; Beth: “MyInnerChilddoll” who you can find at:https://www.etsy.com/shop/MyInnerChilddoll, www.myinnerchilddoll.com, and www.bethcostello.weebly.com; Teketa Shine: “Shine Teketa” which you can find at https://www.etsy.com/shop/ShineTeketa; "Notions of the Damned" with Jimmy Reed; Reading from "Like the Universe Gasping for Air"; Happy Holidays and much Love to you and yours; Off to Bosa donuts and milk.....:)...<3


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Saturday, December 6, 2014

Absinthe

Clown
I pause
over the green
to add
the spare change
to my pile
of teeth.

Last Sip
Bitter beer
at the end
of the glass
a long journey
forgotten

Tower
Do you pour
tears over
the wound
over an ocean
of loss?
Beacon in
the night
wave the
white flag
and dive
beneath
the rocks.

Hours
I forgot
how to tell you
that I love you
everyday

Four
what pain falls
from only
s clover
of time

Bath
spread the honey
the warm bath
waits
to press its lips
upon the cold.

Smoke
No pour
followed by
the red
absence
we bravely sit
by the edge
and wait
in the dim
brief moments

Sunday, November 23, 2014

Unity

Play
Closets bare
the summer
rolls near
on countless waves
of ocean breaks
and melodies set
with glass hands

Winter
When speed
runs in
catch it fast
hold the pressure
down
close to
the lungs
and wait
to dive.

Delicate
easily
spoiled
the fine china
upon the
careful shelf

bottle
do we
remember bitter?
The images
that it creates
solid and fresh
as if
rolled in the dusty
memories
of small things

Kind
Be sweet
No more pressure
allow for pauses
and the collected thoughts
to ramble
and roll
be sweet.

Molly
curly
the red runs
brave and small
through the
open field

Suicidal
I never
thanked you
for sitting
with me
as the fire
rose
before I
discovered
that I
was fire proof.