I'm back.....:)

S&M
Best
of the problems
fresh
from the mind
save dreams
for passing ships
when the water
turns black and
the corsets weep

Faint
Name
no longer
nice
worry
round
the church

Leash
Ro-mance
calls
in the night
blessed
on borrowed time
sweep
the hunger

Yellow
People
standing
on the curve
biography
of distant
cousins
climbing
the walls

Nails
Geology
wind swept
there is
no more
to think
one call
over the rocks
the rough laugh
of diamonds
gold
to the touch
laugh
over
and
down
we
roll

Sometimes
Strange
down
on the path
the written word
forgotten
smirk over
the box
of lies
rippled
in the waves

Turn
Powerful
up lead speed
level
upon
level

Chapter 126: "Only the interesting people go to hell."

If hell exists, are we all going there?; What defines you as a good person; The existence of the anti-hero; Finished and waiting with "Yours Truly;" "Oculus;" Realizing that I might be attractive; Megan Lane Fair: “Fan Fair”, which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/oxyx2001, http://www.fanfairetsy.tumblr.com, http://www.facebook.com/fanfairetsy
and Instagram: FanFairEtsy; Shana: “ZuzuandLeelu”, which you can find at: www.shanasaki.com, blog.shanasaki.com, https://www.etsy.com/shop/ZuzuandLeelu, facebook.com/ZuzuandLeelu
twitter.com/zuzuandleelu
instagram.com/zuzuandleelu; Monica Magana from "MonicaMaganaArt" which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/MonicaMaganaArt, society6.com/MonicaMagana, and facebook.com/MonicaMichelleMagana; Angela Wymer: “spideridy" which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/spiderldy and last but not least Becky Tesch: "becktesch" which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/becktesch, I make jewelry and art, but I also teach Yoga and Mountain biking.
I teach here:
www.healiumwellness.com
and here:
www.yamayogastudio.com
And for Women’s weekends I teach mountain biking here:
www.raysmtb.com
I’ll be teaching Mtb here at the clinic in Copper Harbor MI this summer:
www.betiallrideclinic.com
I also take on graphic design freelance work sometimes! email me about that if interested.

press:
wisconsinbikefed.org/2014/02/11/becky-tesch-on-passion-and-purpose/

bds.jewelrymakingmagazines.com/How%20To/Bead%20Room/2013/05/Designs%20We...

www.designitlab.com/2012/05/29/featured-designer-becky-tesch/

onmilwaukee.com/ent/articles/beckytesch.html; "Notions of the Damned" with Jimmy Reed; Reading from "Like the Universe Gasping for Air;" and much love to you and yours...:)

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The calling......

Month
The blades
press tight
burn bright
silence swarms of bees

girl
Don't they run?
scared across
the field
begging
beckoning
to be heard
large and small
time and again
there is
no end
in sight
but the cool
comfort
of a warm hand
in the dead
of winter
stop the light

Car
1/2 a mile
fingers four
take
down
the grisly path
dumb doors
how cool
shake
the drink
slowly pour
pull away
and drink

Collapse
Dream
with an open
heart

twins
baked below
often run
the strange cloud
with desire
rotten
covered
corpse

Sound
Cover with plastic
buckle down
the failed words
of the common man

guide
Demand repent
suffer sin

Chapter 125: Mass Transit

Experiences with mass transit; "You're Next;" Being a neurosurgeon; How we perceive ourselves; My piercing experience-Much thanks to those lovelies at "Halo" for all of their help-Check them out-They are awesome!!!!-http://www.halopiercing.com/; "KissAndTell" which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/KissAndTell; Sarah Collins: “MoonGoddessMagick”, which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/MoonGoddessMagick and www.facebook.com/MoonGoddessMagickApothecary.Love; /Dolores Pintor Rot: “KawaiiLolitaStyle”, which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/KawaiiLolitaStyle and Dahlia: “Dahlia Deranged Designs” which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/DahliaDeranged, www.dahliaderanged.com, Like Us On Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/DahliaDeranged
Follow Us on Tumblr: http://dahliaderanged.tumblr.com/
Follow Dahlia On Instagram: @ dahliaderanged; "Notions of the Damned" with Jimmy; Reading from "Like the Universe Gasping for Air;" Phoenix Comicom and much love to you and yours!!!!!!

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From my night in the hospital....awhile ago......

Green

sTand 

before you crawl

remember 

Your pLace

settle

into the calm

wArm

bath

pick your 

pills

let that 

sweet embrace

that over 

and the leaves 

fAll through

Sugar

That love

sweet one

push through

the blades

of grass

pull back

the eyes

of glory

and sip

slowly 

through 

an empty cup

Torch

One eye

on the cage

downward glance

The Question

Will 

or 

won't

the pressure 

stacks

sour and sore

upon the roof

of one's mouth

unanswered

cheap

and unapproved

how delicate

We wait

for kindness

to arise

short 

from the spiget

Bark

Where is God

in this lonely place

full of 

the wonder

of neglect

the promises 

we make

keep us whole

Rush

The train

rolls through

like the whisper

of an argument

hold hands

tight 

pull

Strand

We weep

when the pain

becomes too real

Christine

It will be okay

I'm right next door

feel the eyes

bare down

when all we want

is the privacy

to mourn

Chapter 124: "The Last Responders"

The awesome film, "The Last Responders" and True Libra films-Producer, Director, Screenwriter Andrea M. Magwood-You can find them at: https://www.facebook.com/TheLastResponders; When someone you love is sick; Preserving the dialogue in "Yours Truly;" Trying to make a complex story simple; My shout out to "5 & Diner"-Love ya Bubbles and Dimples; Saving for Comicon; “Plastic Darling” on Etsy-which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/PlasticDarling; Kayla-Marie Brough: “Space Pearls”-which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/spacepearls, kaylamariebrough.etsy.com, and https://www.facebook.com/spacepearls; ”CML Intimates”-which you can find at: www.cmlintimates.tumblr.com and www.etsy.com/shop/CMLintimates; Kim Tinnell: “Perfect Tin” which you can find at:https://www.etsy.com/shop/PerfectTin and https://www.facebook.com/PerfectTin; Olivia: Bigtimeteez.com-which you can find at: http://www.bigtimeteez.com/ and https://www.etsy.com/shop/BigtimeTeez; Jimmy Reed and "Notions of the Damned;" Reading from "Like the Universe Gasping for Air;" Much love to you and yours!!!!
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The lingering letdown.

Black and white
Red is the date
sink down
alphabet letters
made of wood
veins beat
through ears
and crush
on the tile
floor.

Those of worth
How do we say
goodbye to the ones
we love?
Connect daily
harbor the distinction.

Live
Vision completely
The tall shadow lurks
how precious
stop following
the biggest excuse
frozen
move now
don't let it
interfere
focus
focus
blink.
Slide.
Slide.
Stop.
Stop.

Sleeping
Cushion down
pillow up
side left
hold-close
remote at side
It's time

Blood
There isn't
enough time
to empty
the small hollow
Keep the body
warm
until
tonight

Buried
Feel
the creeping stillness
without help
over the fence
there is
not a
(no) purpose
crawl the floor
wondering
opal

Lace
Purple
is the sun
that shines
pierced

Chapter 123: "The lost Mentos"

The lost Mentos; I may never be the next Stephen King; The lone balloon; Finding inspiration and dreaming; A birthday coming up; Oscar's recovery; "The Watch Man;" Max and Cujo; Amber Stone: “The Witch’s Closet” which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/manekochan, amberstoneart.deviatnart.com, facebook.com/am7ber; (I found you Amber!!!!!!!); J.T. Siems: “Sweet Tea Apothecary” which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/SweetTeaApothecary, http://sweetteaapothecary.com/ and at Facebook or Twitter @passtheteapot; Rossana: “blackpersimmons” which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/blackpersimmons,
Coming Soon: www.blackpersimmons.com

Follow me on Instagram: BlackPersimmons :), **My other etsy shops: http://grigio.etsy.com & http://snookybootzi.etsy.com**, www.twitter.com/blackpersimmons
www.facebook.com/blackpersimmons
www.pinterest.com/blackpersimmons
instagram: blackpersimmons;
Brenda Davis: “CrystalFoxTreasures” which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/CrystalFoxTreasures, www.etsy.com/shop/SilverFoxDesigns6, Twitter www.twitter.com/CrystalFox639
Pinterest www.pinterest.com/CrystalFox9-listen for a coupon code; "Notions of the Damned" with Jimmy Reed; Reading from "Like the Universe Gasping for Air;" Much love to you and yours!!!!!

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Chapter 122: "You mean they ate each other up."

"Film Bar" and seeing "The Shining" on the big screen; Check out "Film-Bar" for great films, great people, great drinks, and a fun time for all-you can find them at: http://www.thefilmbarphx.com;
Also, don't forget to check out "Abnormal Entertainment" (including "Myriads of Thought") at Phoenix Comicon this year-here is the link and listen to the show for more information: http://www.phoenixcomicon.com; Barking dogs; Busy weekends; Oscar and his surgery; How we relate to the characters that we create; Editing ; Jimmy and Comicon; The hospital; Money; A reliable source; Kerry O’ Brien of “BluesNotes;" which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/BluesNotes; Valia at “Laliou”-which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/Laliou, www.laliou.com, follow on Instagram--my username is @laliou, and www.facebook.com/lalioujewelry; Daniel and “Suffragette Street: Crystals & Stones" which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/SuffragetteStreet, http://www.facebook.com/SuffragetteStreet, twitter.com/Suffragette_St. http://pinterest.com/danielroayle, https://www.profiletree.com/daniel-royale,
"You can find my jewelry was featured on the blogs link below."
http://romancingthegoth.blogspot.com/2011/06/recommendation-suffragette-street.html
http://fallenangelbrass.blogspot.com/2011/06/introducing-daniel-royale-of.html;
Sasha Thomas-Ichigo of “Till Death Bridal" which you can find at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/Tilldeathbridal; Jimmy Reed and "Notions of the Damned;" Reading from "Like the Universe Gasping for Air;" Much love to you all!!!!!!!
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Roll In.

Pass
sleep
sleep
and dream
of the crisp
newly fallen leaves
breaking under foot
the sweet sip
of sugar and coffee
the escape of the day
Wandering the streets
by midnight
turning superhero masks
Focus
everything is springing
to life
in the days
that follow

Measure
Sift through
the trash
lost
the golden ticket
peace an empty stone
high on the wall
until the sun
burns bright
there is no room
in the house
that has not been
covered
nothing unturned
but the small gasp
of a short stack
of sand.

Blister
present
to slow to rain
over the cover
of night
begging
for the small
inconsistencies
parted ways
back and forth
the land
downhearted
nestled deep
into the Earth
how to close
the beams of light
breaking the surface

Benefit
Blinding down
the shape
echoes
bring back
the light
down on
the pack
fresh water
the black soot
scrapping down
over green leaves
full
we bare witness
to the collection
of
the few

Molten
Fresh furnished
born down
face in the mud
no rapid descent
only tears now
as we steam
towards darkness.

Sewer
Flop forward
the sense
of the gun
how do we float?

Extinct
There are no more.
Short stacks of smoke
drifting.